Tuesday, October 08, 2013

I am finding that I'm constantly fighting against my nature and in that fighting my husband for control. I get frustrated and fly off the handle at the drop of a hat. I would love to feel peace for more than 5 days straight. To feel contentment for more than a couple days at a time. I know the problem, I do get it. I'm frustrated with myself that I can not be stronger in my walk with the Lord and I know what I NEED to do. I need to be in my bible every single day. I am NOT though.
I know what I need to do and I need to do it. It's not hard. It's laziness, plain and simple, lazy.


Blondee said...

Love yourself enough to make that time for yourself and the Lord. Even if it means sleeping with your Bible bedside and reading for five minutes when you wake. Love yourself, nourish your spirit and you'll find that peace.