Thursday, April 16, 2009

She's Going to Blow

Want reality? My 5 yr old is currently not one of my favorite people at this moment. His behavior and just so rediculous that I feel like my head is absolutely going to EXPLODE. My 8 yr old isn't far behind, but not quite to the 5 yr old level. I just need to SCREAM. I'm losing it, I am losing my mind. Pray please. Pray for me, to have the control that I need to not lose my mind, patiences, or anything else. Pray that my children will start behaving correctly, will stop the awful behavior. Pray that our focus will be on GOD and that I'll seek him before I react. (I did not do this earlier, I just reacted).

Well the one child that's not infuriating me at this moment is stinky so I'm off to change a diaper.

5 comments:

Janis said...

Praying for you! Being a mom is tough...being a Godly mama even tougher - Praise God that HE helps us every step of the way whenever we ask!

God Bless

Thinking of you and praying for your family!

Missie said...

When you're feeling like that, leave the room and count to 10. Say a little prayer before your return.

Hope it's a better day for you.

Kim said...

I'm not saying that I agree with it, but I do "sort of" understand how some people just loose it and beat their kids! Children can make you LOOSE YOUR MIND! I am a christian woman, and God gives me the strength and the patience, not to snatch them up and wring their necks! They just don't know how blessed they are to have me for a Mom! I hoped you smiled at that.
You are not alone.... Have a great day!

Amy said...

Praying for you.
Been there. Doing it right now.

Amanda said...

You know I am right there with you... its maddening!!!

Lots and lots of prayers for you..

Amanda

P.S. I love your new blog design!! Great colors and so beautifully laid out!!! Great job!